They say you go to Hell if you do bad things, if you don’t believe in God. Well, guess what? I didn’t do a bad thing, and I did believe in God. And I still ended up in Hell.
Shocking, isn’t it?
No, not really. Because what I did was worse than any bad thing a human guy like me could ever possibly do. I was approached, seduced, and later, I fell into darkness. Like Adam. Like Eve.
I made a deal with Satan. And he granted me what I wanted most. But the consequences were… detrimental.
I knew it would suck. I knew there would be endless amounts of pain, of suffering. I knew that the consequences of my actions would drag me through the mud. I just never imagined it would be like this.
Still, though. It was worth it. Because she meant everything to me. I loved her so much. To the grave and back. And she loved me too. I always knew it. She told me every day, sometimes even more than that. And I always answered the same way: “I love you too. More than you know.”
And I can honestly say, she doesn’t know. Not once did her mortal brain even come close to comprehending my love for her. It was iridescent. It was timeless. It was epic. And unfortunately, it’s fading fast.
Just like me.