I refuse to dress as those who make me feel inadequate,
like an outcast.
I refuse to let myself be deceived
because I am not normal,
I do not fit in,
I could never be one of them.
I know that I am not like them
I know that I will never be like them.
It is all right
I have come to terms with this but,
There is a part of me that wishes
that I could be like them.
This is an unfeasible desire
How can they accept me when I do not accept myself.