Bit 1 The Dark Iside.

when I  ask for your love I want it not for that day but forever. when  I ask for your heart it means don't give me a fake one and love me. when i ask you  to  love me don't fake it. i will never make it. i cant survive being so alone. ill wait and search for answers i will never find you cant see me cry. im sick of no one only the fact there is no one. no one is here no one cares. no one takes you  seriously. they laugh at you. kill yourself. no one loves you. you dont  have any friends. people hate you. your weird. your a freak. your stupid. your a bitch. cutter. whore. slut. just slit your wrist. but i cant i told him im not going to anymore. he wouldnt know. he doesnt say much. your ungreatful. hes gonna leave you. everyone does. your insane. you talk to yourself. you so lonely. you have no life. your depressed everyday. you cry at night. kill yourself already he wouldnt notice. maybe he would after a month. leave him before u get hurt. but i want to give him a chance. he lost interest already. your gonna get used. again.... and again. but i want to have love so bad. stop loving humans they hurt you. i cant hate its my curse from having love in your broken heart. you have trust issues. you cant sleep. your scared. your dead inside. your cold. you fall inlove. i cant stop. i want to feel loved. i want to have something other than one hears you. no one gives a shit. you emo. your gay. you are a kid. your such a baby. everyone laughs at you when you walk by. you own brother hates you. he makes fun of you. his friends make fun of you. you dont have a life. your failing. no ones reading this but u. your fat. your ugly. but some people say im beautiful. im confused. what am i? your a monster. your mothers  dead your daddy left you.  your uncle touched you. you forgave everyone. he didnt say sorry. you have p.t.s.d you have add adhd. you  are fucked up. you talk to much . you dont talk enough. your annnoying. im so sick o living. people think ur crazy. gods the only one who loves you. gods mad at you. your unforgiven. you hate school. your no smart. school makes you stressed. your going to die. your in pain. no one understands you. no one ever will. you cant keep your boyfriend. he would be playing you. maybe other girls flirt with him your to faithful.   no one seees u. am i real.i want to die..............................HOW I REALLY AM!!!!!!!!!!!! fuckin pushed me to the edge of the cliff. dont tell me im self lothing. i dont want your fuckin pity . i want to live normal.but im not normal....


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